But it's also the cover that's
received the most attention from
readers, too. Shortly after MY
REBELLIOUS HEART was
published, I attended a convention
where no less than a dozen readers
came up to ask about the identity
of the cover model depicting
the hero (no, it's not Fabio,
but yes, he's definitely worth
a second look!).
I got a wonderful compliment
from my editor shortly after
this book was published. She
said her mother was my newest
fan—her mother had picked up
a copy and couldn't put it down
until she'd read it cover to
cover. I still have the letter!
The heroine's name, Shana, is
actually the name of my son-in-law's
sister.
My original title was DEVIL'S
LAIR.

Prologue
Wales, Summer 1282
The battle had scarce begun
ere it was over.
For Shana of Merwen, no passage
of time was ever more immense.
When the cry of alarm went
up, her father had thrust her
into the arms of his knight,
Sir Gryffen. Gryffen wasted
no time herding Shana and the
women of the household to the
cellar. Twice Shana had sought
to push past him; twice he
blocked her way.
"There is naught you
can do, milady!" His eyes
pleaded with her. "Would
you have me break my sworn
vow to see to your protection?
Your father would never forgive
me were I to let any harm befall
you, and I would never forgive
myself! I pray you, milady,
you must remain here until
the fray is over!"
And so she huddled against
the wall, arms banded tightly
around her chest, her gaze
fixed tirelessly on the trap
door high in the ceiling. The
air was cold and damp, but
Shana did not notice. High
above, the ground reverberated
with the thunder of hooves
and footsteps. The ring of
steel against steel was unmistakable.
Though muted and far away,
she could hear men shouting
and yelling-and screaming in
agony.
Her limbs were trembling,
though it was not fear for
her own safety that rendered
them so. Dread abounded in
her heart, for her soul was
in terror for those she held
near and dear.
Then all was silent.
The chill that swept through
her turned her veins to ice,
for the quiet was even more
terrible than all that had
gone before.
Shana leapt to her feet. "Gryffen,
you must let me pass!" she
cried. "I must know what
has happened!" Gryffen
did not try to stop her; he
slipped the ladder in place
and followed behind her.
Seconds later, the young girl
burst through the door of the
ancient keep. With long, golden
hair streaming behind her like
a banner in the wind, she lurched
down the. stairs and out into
the evening stillness.
The stench of death was everywhere.
Blotches of crimson puddled.
the ground. Revulsion roiled
inside her like a churning
sea. Swallowing the bitter
taste of bile, her feet carried
her across the valley floor,
weaving among the dead and
the dying.
Bodies lay strewn across the
earth like fallen trees flung
from a mighty hand above. Villagers
had been struck down where
they stood, planting corn in
the field, drawing water from
the well.
With a gasp she drew to a
halt. Her gaze chanced to fall
on a man who lay nearby-the
oxherd. She bent forward, thinking
he yet lived, for his eyes
were wide open. But the vacant
emptiness she encountered struck
her like a blow.
Shana had seen men wounded
in battle, but nothing like
this. . . never like this.
With a choked cry, she picked
up her skirts and ran. This
was not war, she thought sickly,
this was slaughter, foul and
fetid.
And then she spied her father.
She fell to her knees with
a sob. "Oh, merciful God
in Heaven, this cannot be!" She
cried out in desperate entreaty. "Father,
you have done nothing to deserve
this-nothing!"
His eyelids opened slowly,
as though weighted with lead.
Kendal, youngest son of Gruffyth,
grandson of Llywelyn the Great,
the first prince of Wales to
be so recognized by the King
of England, beheld the features
of his only child.
Her hands touched his breast.
Her fingertips came away bloodied
and stained. She paid no heed
as she fumbled with the hem
of her white linen undershift,
tearing away a strip. With
shaking fingers, she pressed
the wad of cloth to the gaping
wound in his chest.
"Oh, Lord, Father. Who
dared to do this? It was the
bloody English, wasn't it?" In
her heart she knew she was
right Once again the drumroll
of rebellion-the cry for independence-had
rolled across the land.
"They were English, aye," her
father rasped. "I did
not recognize the pennon they
carried-blood red with a black,
fierce, two-headed creature
of the deep. But I have cause,
daughter, to believe they came
from Castle Langley."
"Langley!
But... the Earl of Langley
passed on some months ago!" The
Earl of Langley had been a
powerful Marcher lord. He and
her father had had several
run-ins, but they'd managed
to settle their disagreements
without taking up arms against
each other.
"Aye, daughter. But I
received word only yesterday
that some brave Welsh soul
has been stirring up our own
along the border-making fools
of the English knights-a man
who distinguishes himself by
wearing a mantle of scarlet
and calling himself the Dragon."
The merest trickle of breath
soughed through lips that were
nearly bloodless. "Ah,
Shana. I have erred greatly,
I fear. For now King Edward
seeks to put an end to the
Dragon-and the threat of rebellion.
He has summoned one of his
earls to Castle Langley to
snuff out the fires here." His
sigh held a world of regret. "The
English will not be satisfied
until we are beaten into the
ground. I truly thought they
would leave us in peace, if
only we did the same. Now-now
it is too late."
Shana shook her head furiously. "Do
not speak so! You will be fine,
truly . . ."
"Nay, Shana. 'Tis my
time, and well we both know
it."
"Father!" A painful
ache constricted her chest,
an ache she was afraid to acknowledge.
With her fingertips she wiped
the grime and dirt from his
cheeks.
He smiled slightly. "You
have the fighting spirit of
our ancestors, daughter, and
the courage of your Irish mother.
I brought the two of you here
to this valley to shield you,
but I can no longer protect
you. You must look to Barris,
for I know he will make you
a good husband."
His hand clutched at hers. "All
my life I have believed there
was no greater measure of a
man's worth than his honor
and loyalty. My brothers warned
me. the English would not be
satisfied until we were broken.
I had hoped they were wrong,
but alas, it is not so-I was
the one who was wrong, Shana.
I only regret that I did so
little to help unite this land
I so love. Only now do I realize
how selfish a choice I made."
Shana defended him staunchly. "Nay,
Father, you have never been
selfish! You fed the village
when the harvest was meager.
You gave them shelter when
the rains washed away their
homes. The people of Merwen
love you dearly. Surely you
know this!"
"I prayed that it was
so," he admitted. Then
his expression grew bleak. "But
the winds of change are blowing,
daughter, and I cannot predict
what lies ahead. All I have
is yours, but you alone must
decide if you follow Barris
and your uncle Llywelyn, or
if you trod your own path.
But above all, Shana, be true
to yourself above all others,
for your heart will never forsake
you."
She cradled his head in her
lap. Tears slipped unheeded
down her cheeks.
He summoned the last of his
strength and gazed upon her
face, anguished now, but as
lovely as ever. He knew that
this was the vision he would
take with him to his grave.
His chest heaved. He drew
a gasping breath. "Remember
these things, daughter. And
remember me. . ."
The words were his last, for
he had already fled this world
for another.
A sob tore out of Shana's
throat, a sound that held all
the pain and despair shredding
her heart. "You shall
not die in vain," she
cried. 'I will find the man
beneath whose pennon this foul
deed was committed... his retribution
shall be swift and just." Deep
inside a burning rage began
to flame and swirl, a rage
that spiraled along with her
voice.
"Your death will be avenged,
Father! This I swear by the
Holy Rood. I will not rest
until I have found this blasted
English earl and he lies dead
at my feet."
Only then could the fiery
thirst for vengeance be quenched.
. . only then.


Chapter
1
He was called the Bastard
Earl.
But not a man in the whole
of England would dare to say
it to his face.
The sheer power of his presence
was such that it wrought first
silence, then whispers to the
fore, whispers that had little
to do with his heritage--or
lack of it. His size alone
inspired no little amount of
awe. It took naught but a look
to strip many a brave man of
courage and will.
But on this particular warm
spring afternoon, Thorne de
Wilde sat his steed with bone-stiff
weariness. He'd been at Weston
when King Edward's summons
had come. Edward and the Welsh
princes had signed the treaty
of Aberconway more than four
years past. For a time there
had been a cautious peace.
But of late, skirmishes blazed
anew along the border Marches-'twas
for that very reason that Edward
had called him to London.
There Thorne learned he was
to join forces with Geoffrey
of Fairhaven, Lord Roger Newbury,
and Sir Quentin of Hargrove
at mighty Castle Langley. Newbury's
lands adjoined the late Earl
of Langley's, while Sir Quentin
had been a vassal of the old
Earl's. Thorne had spent mere
hours in London before continuing
on to the Marches and Castle
Langley. Indeed, he could scarce
recall the last time he'd had
a proper night's rest. With
a grimace of relief, he swung
from his destrier, weariness
plainly etched on his features.
The inner bailey of Castle
Langley was teeming. Geese
and ducks dipped lo and about,
flapping their wings wildly
to make way for the stream
of men and horses filing through
the gate. High above, a parade
of soldiers patrolled the wall-walk.
A young groom scurried out
to greet him.
Thorne tossed his reins to
the boy, while another horse
and rider drew up alongside
him. He waited as Geoffrey
of Fairhaven, a baron from
York, leaped to the ground
beside him.
Though the two were well matched
in height and breadth, Geoffrey
was as fair as Thorne was dark.
Like Sir Quentin, Geoffrey
had also been a vassal of the
Earl of Langley. Thorne had
visited Geoffrey's manor many
times, and it was Geoffrey
who had helped Thorne draw
up the plans for his own castle.
Thorne was pleased to call
Geoffrey his friend, for Geoffrey
was one of the few he was certain
judged him on his own merit.
"I hope you fared better
than I," Geoffrey said,
greeting him. "Mine was
a wasted trip if ever there
was one. The Dragon is a crafty
foe, indeed."
Thorne's mouth thinned to
an ominous line. There had
been no respite from the troublesome
Welsh of late-it appeared they
were hell-bent on rebellion.
Edward was furious. He was
determined to put the stubborn
Welsh in their place once and
for all, and so he had placed
Thorne in command of the united
forces at Langley. But their
task here was twofold. He and
the others were to seek and
stamp out the pocket of resistance
in the border lands-and roust
out this elusive, scarlet-mantled
brigand the Welsh hailed as
the Dragon.
He suspected it would be no
small task.
Though Edward's patience was
worn thin, he had recognized
the storm clouds brewing ahead.
He had concurred with Thorne's
request to proceed with caution.
Thorne was determined not to
flood the region with his troops,
for needless bloodshed would
only antagonize the Welsh further.
In time, a mighty show of force
might well be unavoidable;
for the moment, Thorne was
determined to maintain the
delicate balance that existed
up until now.
To
this end, he'd divided the
troops among the other lords
gathered here at Langley. Their
first charge was to ferret
out information about the man
known as the Dragon, and those
who aided him.
In truth, Thorne longed for
the day this campaign was over
and done, so that he might
make haste back to Weston.
A stab of regret pierced him.
Weston was his pride and joy,
indeed his greatest accomplishment.
His tenants had proved themselves
loyal and true, for he had
shown himself to be a strong
but just overlord. It was there,
high upon a hilltop overlooking
the sea, that he'd built his
castle, grand and sprawling
and uniquely his own. It was
forged from his own hand, the
product of years of toil and
sweat... but he'd spent precious
little time there since its
completion three months ago.
If the bend of his mind was
a trifle bitter, it was little
wonder. Providence had not
seen fit to cast a blessed
eye upon him. He knew not who
his father had been; if his
mother had known, she had kept
it to herself. Thorne remembered
little of that heartless woman
who had left him alone in the
midst of a frigid winter night,
when he was but a lad...
His mind resurrected all too
keenly the taunts and curses
heaped upon him in his youth.
. . Bastard. . . little
bastard whoreson. . .
So it was that as a child,
Thorne had naught but the rags
on his back; there was scarce
a night he'd slept with a roof
over his head, living in filth
and squalor as he had. As a
man, he'd spent most of his
life in the saddle with only
the ground for a bed. He was
a soldier by choice, a knight
and lord by the grace of the
king. He would never forsake
his king, but he yearned for
the day he could return to
Weston and live his life in
leisure.
And these days no one dared
to call him a bastard.
Thorne's laugh held no mirth. "Did
I fare well? From the sound
of it, no better than you." A
scowl darkened his expression
as he glanced at Geoffrey. "I
take it you learned nothing
about the Dragon."
"Oh, I heard a theory
or two. One man said he's a
farmer from the north who forfeited
his land to taxes. Another
said he's the grandson of an
old Welsh chieftain. Still
another claims he's King Arthur
the Pendragon, cast off his
cloak of death and come to
rescue his people from the
scourge of the English." Geoffrey
sounded disgusted.
"Then you did better
than I, my friend. Why, they
all stared at me as if I were
the devil himself-and my men
the legion of doom. They vowed
they knew nothing about these
raiders-that they'd never even
heard of their leader, let
alone a man called the Dragon.
And all the while they swore
from here to the heavens above,
you knew they wanted nothing
more than to spit in your eye
and stomp your soul into the
furthest reaches of hell."
He brooded for a moment. "These
Welsh," he muttered aloud. "I've
never seen a more silent lot
of people in my life! 'Twould
seem he has many friends, this
man who calls himself the Dragon."
They both fell silent, then
at last Geoffrey clapped a
hand on his friend's shoulder. "I
have a remedy for what ails
us, Thorne." Geoffrey's
warm brown eyes had taken on
an unmistakable gleam.
A reluctant smile lined the
hard edge of Thorne's mouth.
He sighed. "Geoffrey,
you are remarkably predictable."
"And you are ever as
willing as I. As I always say,
a man has but three necessities
in life-bread, ale, and the
warm embrace of a woman for
the night." He grinned
wickedly. "What do you
say we share a spot of ale,
and then set our sights on
a wench—aye, maybe even two!"
Thorne shook his head. "My
necessities are just a little
different than yours, my friend.
A hot bath and food for my
belly come first, I'm afraid.
And the only embrace I wish
right now is the embrace of
a soft mattress clinging to
my weary bones."
"Oh,
come now! Why, I've been told
numerous times-and by numerous
sources, I might add, that
you've the stamina of an ox.
I'll refrain from making another
comparison," he went on
brashly. "Although I could,
and that on good authority,
too!"
Thorne laughed, his exhaustion
of the moment forgotten. "Geoffrey," he
began, "were I the type
to boast, I could tell you
tales that would make even
a man of your ilk blush hotter
than an untried lad." Nearby
there was a shout. Thorne broke
off, the grin wiped clean from
his lips.
Geoffrey turned as well. Across
the bailey, the body of a man
was being dragged through a
doorway. Thorne was already
halfway across the bailey.
Dust swirled around his heels
as he strode to where the body
had been dumped upon the ground.
He crouched low and pressed
two fingers beneath the man's
jawline. . .
"Won't do ye no. good,
milord," piped a voice
behind him. "We tried
to save him, but he was already
gone." Thorne swore silently,
staring down at the man's blood-spattered
chest. He whirled around to
face the straggly line who
had gathered behind him.
"Who is this man?" he
demanded. "How did he
die?"
One of the men stepped forward. "He's
one of Lord Newbury's troops,
milord. They had a skirmish
with a band of raiders the
eve before last-as did some
of Sir Quentin's men. Lord
Newbury thought we might be
able to save him, but alas,
the good Lord willed otherwise."
Thorne clenched his jaw in
anger and frustration, yet
even as he stood there, an
eerie foreboding prickled his
skin. First blood had once
again been drawn between England
and Wales. He had the uneasy
sensation the land would run
crimson before peace reigned
anew.


"Milady," Gryffen
pleaded, "'twould serve
no purpose if you were to go
to Castle Langley. I know 'tis
vengeance you seek, but shouldn't
such matters as this rest in
the hands of your betrothed?"
Shana's mind sped straight
to Barris of Frydd, whose lands
butted her father's to the
west. . . her beloved, her
betrothed. If only he were
here, she thought, a yearning
ache spreading throughout her
breast, even as his image filled
her mind. Be was tall, with
hair as black as ebony and
eyes of gold, the handsomest
man she'd ever laid eyes on.
She knew an overwhelming urge
to see him again, to seek comfort
in the haven of his embrace
against the pain of her loss.
But perhaps it was a blessing
after all that he W. as in
Gwynedd, for what if Merwen's
attackers had gone on to lay
waste to Frydd as well?
But even as she directed a
fervent prayer heavenward that
his people had been spared,
a brittle determination sealed
her heart.
"Barris is in Gwynedd," she
told the old knight. "He
is not expected back until
several days hence, mayhap
more. And 'twas not his father
who was slain, Gryffen. 'Twas
mine." Shana's calm was
deceiving; her eyes sparked
with fire and fury. "The
responsibility is mine . .
. nay, the duty is
mine!"
"But milady, you cannot
take on the whole of King Edward's
army!" Gryffen thrust
his hand through his iron-gray
hair. In the space of just
minutes, he seemed to have
aged years.
Her delicate chin tilted. "That
is hardly my intent, Gryffen.
But I will find the man who
dared to attack Merwen."
Gryffen rubbed a hand against
his leathery cheek, clearly
in a quandary. "Milady,
I fear for you if they should
discover you are Llywelyn's
niece!"
In truth, her uncle Llywelyn,
named for his grandsire, was
the reason her father had taken
up residence here at Merwen
those many years past. Though
he seldom said so, Shana knew
her father considered his elder
brother domineering and stubborn.
Kendal had wanted no part in
the squabbles between his brothers;
he harbored no hunger for land
or power. Indeed, most of his
people had known him only as
Lord Kendal.
But although Kendal had chosen
to distance himself from his
brothers, shunning his princely
lineage and retreating to this
mountain vale to live his life
as he would, he loved his country
and the Welsh people deeply.
The blood of the Cymry flowed
strong and swift in his veins.
And he had passed on to Shana
the same pride in their heritage.
Like her father, Shana had
little tolerance for her uncles'
pettiness.
But
mayhap it was time she joined
the battle for her people.
"We have kept to ourselves
here at Merwen, Gryffen. Though
my father saw me well-skilled
in the English tongue, why,
in all the years we've lived
here, not once have we shared
our table with an Englishman." Nor ,
she resolved darkly, would
they ever.
"Nay," she went
on. "My identity is safe.
Not a soul at Castle Langley
knows me, and I'll not give
myself away." With that,
the matter was settled. Neither
Gryffen nor the other knights
could sway her, though they
tried in earnest. Nor did they
dare to stop her, for even
as a child, their princess
was ever staunch, ever decisive;
she had grown to womanhood
no less determined.. They had
also sworn to protect her.
. . and so they would.


She left for Langley the next
morning, with half a dozen
of her father's men-at-arms
as escort.
Although the journey was not
an easy one, neither was it
grueling. The mountains gradually
gave way to fold upon fold
of lush rolling hillside. They
passed through several villages,
where they heard tales of English
soldiers further north who "razed
hill and vale, plundering and
burning without mercy!"
It was a solemn party indeed
that forged a path toward Castle
Langley. Late in the day, they
crested a small rise. Below
them, the land was smothered
in thick green forest.
Shana could not appreciate
the beauty set out before her.
Her gaze was bound by the massive
gray structure -that dominated
the horizon. She scarce noticed
the tiny village huddled in
its shadow.
Sir Gryffen came up alongside
her mount. "Castle Langley," he
said quietly. It was truly
a sight to behold, with towers
and turrets that swept high
into the sky and crowned the
treetops.
To Shana, it was naught but
a jutting pile of cold gray
stone, a loathsome symbol of
the English stranglehold upon
Wales.
No one spoke a word as they forged
onward.